Untuk kamu....

Memulai sebuah hubungan baru itu tidak mudah,sekalipun kita sudah pernah pacaran sebelumnya.Orang baru,karakter baru...
Jangan pernah ragu untuk menjelajah,saling mengerti

Tentu saja bicara lebih mudah daripada menjalaninya,karena keadaan tidak akan pernah sesuai seperti yang kita duga...
Siapa yang akan tahu apa yang akan terjadi esok hari?Siapa yang menyangka kalau di tengah sebuah hubungan yang menyenangkan tiba-tiba harus kandas?

Tapi jangan terlalu menyelam di kemungkinan yang terburuk,sesekali berenang ke atas hirup udara dan kembali menyelam.

Mengerti keadaannya...

Kekasih kita punya kehidupan sebelum ada kita didalamnya,sadari itu dan tersenyumlah,karena kita hadir setelahnya untuk mendukung dan semoga saja bisa melebur membaur.

Menikmati candanya...

Dia punya masalah,dia akan menutupinya sesaat dengan candanya,mencoba untuk tidak membuat kita khawatir...nikmati...dia akan tahu kapan kamu bisa dipercaya untuk menjadi teman curhatnya

Dengarkan tangisnya...

Gelisah,habis saja berseteru dengan keluarga,dengarkan isak tangisnya,beri dia waktu untuk marah dan berteriak ketidak adilan...ungkapkan itu tidak benar,tenangkan dan akhirnya dia akan bersyukur telah memilih kita menjadi pasangannya

Satukan pendapat...

Susahnya menerima kenyataan kalau ada ide aku dan ide dia,selalu posisikan diri di posisinya,itu akan memudahkan kita untuk memberikan pandangan yang realistis tetapi tetap optimis

Kagumi kecerdasannya...

Disaat memutuskan untuk menjadikannya kekasih kita,dia pintar karena telah siap menjalin hubungan yang penuh petualangan ini...cerdas!

Salut untuk kesabarannya...

Indahnya melihat dia dengan gagah mengatakan sesuatu dengan tenang dan bijak,tidak marah dan selalu melihat dari sisi yang baik...benar-benar salut.

Apapun itu,ini adalah komitmen yang baik dengan niat yang baik pula.

Amin

Ini saya...

Melihat kebahagiaan sepasang kakek nenek yang berjalan di taman sore hari,seperti semua kejadian yang berat dalam hidup mereka sudah berhasil dilalui. Tinggal menunggu ajal datang dan memulai perjalanan baru.

Mendengar lagu-lagu lama yang everlasting selalu membuat hati kembali senang dan membayangkan hidup di saat itu yang bebannya hanya sedikit sebelum menjadi dewasa.

Menengok teman yang baru saja melahirkan berpelukan dengan buah hatinya,menyejukan hati tertawa bersama mereka.

Putus cinta karena terlalu dikekang atau dicuekkin,setelah itu tiduran di pinggir pantai sembari menangis dan mengeluh.

Dibeliin kado yang gak sesuai dengan keinginan,bingung mengucapkan terima kasih tetapi akhirnya benda itu bisa jadi sesuatu yang lucu besokya.

Dikhianati teman kantor dan berakhir di surat resign tanpa ada pegangan pekerjaan baru,terdiam di rumah menyesal karena lemah.

Berkelahi dengan mama karena hal sepele,akhirnya minta maaf dan kembali ke rutinitas lama yaitu melahap kudapan di kamar,bersalah!

Dihubungi kekasih,suara putus-putus karena signal yang jelek,berusaha untuk sabar karena long distance.

Rindu teman-teman lama,tapi apa daya,semua sudah sibuk masing-masing ya mengerti sajalah.

Yeah...my life is fucking awesome!

Hai...

Yuk..menulis lagi....

I need to say this to you...

Apart from being away from you,the hardest thing for me is understand the way it goes between us.
Relationship is simple but still not easy when we communicate,not cold responds.Its not helping...trust me.
I want you to be free.
I am still here and working on the future itself,enjoying my moments of struggling and playing with my own world.
I'm not complicated
I just can't understand how relationship means to you,because its never easy.
Don't treat me like i don't know shit...

Go...don't let my emotions getting your way :)
Be free...
Be Focused...
My perfect shape of heart...

Encourage myself today...

I'm a great believer in luck and I find the harder I work, the more I have of it.

I got something to say

I love silly things...it shows that you love me...
I know how hard sometimes life is...
Thanks for your love,babe...
I love you too...

Im so tired....

Of seeking a job..a good one...
I hate..i mean i really hate my moments now...!!!!!

Enough

Look..this is how it went...
I call the embassy today..and asked them how am i supposed to do if i don't have any credit card to go and buy online. They hang up the phone!
Is it my fault that i don't have any credit cards????? I just don't trust them and i don't have any monthly salary to pay the bills...so is it my fault?
I have choose myself not to apply the c c.
I choose it by my own terms!
Fuck the embassy! You people supposedly give the info not hang up!
I know you already have the website and all..but please..there still humans inside the building right?or you guys have turned into a robot already???

Please leave me...

Im too sick for to be loved
I have high standards so you can't fulfill my needs
Im a crazy bitch
Im complicated and hard to be understand
Im a fucking jelaous athol

and...
I want to have babies from you...go live together and be the women whose taking care of you day and night.

so yeah...we cant do that...
You deserve better...

But I do want to share this optimistic lyrics last time with you...not to make a sad move or anyhting,but this is how I feel about you...

and my fantasy with having my future with you...

Never knew I could feel like this

Like I've never seen the sky before

I want to vanish inside your kiss

Every day I love more and more

Listen to my heart

Can you hear it sings

Telling me to give you everything

Seasons may change

Winter to spring

But I love you until

The end of time

Come what may

I will love you until my dying day

Suddenly the world seems

Such a perfect place

Suddenly it moves with

Such a perfect grace

Suddenly my life

Doesn't seem such a waste

But our world revolves around you

And there's no mountain too high

No river too wide

Sing out this song

I'll be there by your side

Storm clouds may gather

And stars may collide

But I love you until

The end of

Oh, come what may

Come what may

I will love youI will love you

Suddenly the world seems

Such a perfect place

I love you so much.....

FEIST - Inside and Out

Baby, I can't figure it out
Your kisses taste like honey
Sweet lies don't gimme no rise
Oh, what you're trying to do

Livin' on your cheatin'
and the pain grows inside me
It's enough to leave me crying in the rain
Love you forever but you're driving me insane
And I'm hanging on
Oh, oh, oh, oh

I'll win, I'll never give in
Our love has got the power
Too many lovers in one lifetime
Ain't good for you
You treat me like a vision in the night
Someone there to stand behind you
When your world ain't working right
I ain't no vision, I am the girl
who loves you inside and out
Backwards and forwards with my heart hanging out
I love no other way
What are we gonna do if we lose that fire

Wrap myself up and take me home again
Too many heartaches in my lifetime ain't good for me
I figure it's the love that keeps you warm
Let this moment be forever
We won't ever feel the storm
I ain't no vision, I am the girl
Who loves you inside and out
Backwards and forwards with my heart hanging out
I love no other way
What are we gonna do if we lose that fire

Don't try to tell me that it's over
I can't hear a word I can't hear a line
No girl could love you more
And that's what I'm cryin' for
You can't change the way I feel inside

You're the reason for my laughter and my sorrow
Blow out the candle I will burn again tomorrow
No man on earth can stand between my lovin' arms
And no matter how you hurt me, I will love you till I die

I ain't no vision, I am the girl
Who loves you inside and out
Backwards and forwards with my heart hanging out
I love no other way
What are we gonna do if we lose that fire

Loves you inside and out
Backwards and forwards with my heart hanging out
I love no other way
What are we gonna do if we lose that fire

Inside and out
Inside and out
Inside and out
Inside and out

Inside and out
Inside and out

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